never been so sick before... bedridden for 2 days with muscles ache tt sore to the bone. i hope it's all over now. my fever has subsided, and the aches relieved... but my head still feels lightheaded... this has to be the sickest i felt for a v long time. but what was freakier was the sudden sickness... yes i sprained my leg over the wkend, but went to work as usual, then after lunch... my eyes started to swell, and i got cold chills all over. i managed to last till 6 and ended work... went home drank loads of water (usually it helped), but by 9pm i had to see the doc.

so over the last 2 days, i lay on the bed and could not think of much stuff, just flittingly wondering what the sickness might be. i won't call this a turning point... but wow... health has no price... and being sick, feels sooo lonely.